Another month, another lock down. I don’t know about you but I, for one, am seriously over 2020. I mean, who else feels like this has been a wasted year? *Sighs*.
[One day, we’re all going to shake our heads and laugh about this. Like “ah, that was so 2020!”]
This month the city of Melbourne and the metropolitan areas across Victoria were sent back into stage three lock down. Masks were decreed mandatory and visitors or gatherings were strictly prohibited as cases soared. Suffice to say, we’re all a little starved of human connection. But, bright side: I didn’t let lock down 2.0 stop me from me from having a good month.
Here’s what I got up to:
I actually managed to get my mental health under control this month. Hallelujah! Victoria might have struggled along, but I was coping surprisingly well. [Thank you again for all your support and kind messages last wrap-up, they made all the difference. Guess I finally caught that break, huh? 💙].
I officially went back to work after two weeks personal leave. Going back was hard – a lot harder than I anticipated. But, I was welcomed back with a bouquet of pink roses and I’m relieved to report that the workplace has since become a supportive environment. Despite the mental breakdown, this experience only made me stronger. In the infinite tug-of-war for power and control, I’m learning to stand my ground and put myself first.
To keep myself sane between working full time [apparently retail’s an essential service???] and lock down, I’ve been bingeing the Disney classics and Downton Abbey. [There’s just something about the drama and Maggie Smith’s savage wit]. I even bought myself a new pair of binoculars
this time not $15 from BigW for stargazing. FYI – highly recommend for grounding yourself during a lock down.
In keeping with tradition, I hosted some more virtual dinner parties with my family. On one night we grilled salmon and watched Top End Wedding but the award goes to the night I steeped chicken marylands in house-made barbecue marinade. I mean, the chicken was so tender – just falling off the bone.
Can you believe she’s still single, folks? Actually, speaking of my parents, they even sent me a couple of lock down care packages to perk me up. Fact: there’s nothing a pair of fluffy bed socks or a handful of bath roses can’t solve.
But what really saved this month though was my Starbound buddy read with bookish bestie, Octavia. While we’ve both come to the conclusion that we’re, in actually fact, HOPELESS buddy readers, we had so much fun breaking down this amazing trilogy. Our discussions over which Starbound boy is the ULTIMATE book boyfriend were #priceless. [Can’t wait for our next buddy read attempt 😂]. Also, if you’re not already following Mermaid Reads please give Octavia some love. Not only is she such a positive presence in the community but she always writes amazing fantasy reviews and shares her recommendations. Thank you for a wonderful buddy read, Octavia! 💙
Heart of Iron by Ashley Poston | ★★★☆☆ | I expected great things from Heart of Iron – I mean, it’s basically Anastasia in space. But, after a promising start, the pacing felt a little off and I just couldn’t connect to the story. I didn’t hate it but I didn’t exactly love it either? It’s overall… meh? I just don’t have a whole lot to say about this one.
Soul of Stars by Ashley Poston |★★★½☆ | After a rocky start I was ready to kick this duology off my back list and give Ashley Poston another chance. But again – mixed feelings. I enjoyed Soul of Stars but I was never blown away. This duology just feels very juvenile? BUT the characters had an interesting dynamic and the climax was TENSE. I’d recommend if you like your space opera on the lighter side.
This Shattered World by Aime Kaufman & Meagan Spooner |★★★★☆| The second installment in a series of companion novels, This Shattered World introduces us to two new star-crossed lovers, each on opposite sides of a senseless and murky rebellion. It’s a breathtaking, deeply poignant story about hope and the power of truth. THIS is how you write space opera!
Life and Death by Stephenie Meyer |★★★☆☆| Life and Death is basically a gender-bent Twilight reimagined for it’s tenth anniversary with an alternate timeline. Was it necessary? Definitely not. Bella’s story had a happier conclusion – she lived the best possible version of this story. But it was interesting to see what might have been.
Bring Me Their Hearts by Sara Wolf |★★★☆☆| I feel like Bring Me Their Hearts set out to be sweeping, grand and groundbreaking. Instead, it’s a trope-riddled adventure that reads like every other YA fantasy on the market. There’s plenty of potential for this series to grow – I’m looking forward to see how things develop with Find Me Their Bones.
The 5th Wave by Rick Yancey |★★★½☆| COVID19 had me craving this re-read. There’s just something about living through a global pandemic that put me in a Sci-Fi mood. The 5th Wave is about the end of the world – an alien race visits Earth and suddenly
shit gets real. This book is super suspenseful and explores humanity in the face of adversity.
Their Fractured Light by Aime Kaufman & Meagan Spooner |★★★½☆| This was my least favorite installment of the Starbound series but I still adored the journey. The scope and tone narrows down as everything comes to ahead on Corinth. The atmosphere’s more urban and there’s this constant sense of urgency as the players unite in the fight against LaRoux Industries.
I’m learning that this year, we have to take life one day at a time. So next month I’m not looking too far ahead. Especially because I’m hearing stirrings of a stage four hard lock down. Instead, I’m choosing to ground myself in the present moment.
In terms of reading, I’ll be celebrating the drawing close of the colder months with some appropriate mood reading. First up, I’ll be reading Cruel Beauty and Crimson Bound – these books having been staring daggers at me, unread on my shelf for years. Then I want to delve into Even the Darkest Stars and All the Wandering Light which is a Himalayan-eque fantasy duology inspired by early expeditions to Mt. Everest.
But most importantly, I’ll be reading Midnight Sun – a book I’ve been waiting for since it was abandoned in 2008 when the unfinished manuscript was leaked online. After twelve years, Midnight Sun will finally see the light of day. WHOO HOO! My inner teenager is actually screaming… Judge me all you want. #shamewho? [Brace yourselves for an influx of Twilight content].
Anyway, I hope you’re all keeping safe and staying positive. I wish you the happiest of reading months. Until next time my friends!